Hello question asker!
Your description reminds me of my own life in high school. You have anxiety and confusion, but you came here to ask a question, which shows you want to change.
Let me help the questioner:
I don't want to learn. My grades are bad. I'm not smart.
I didn't like the homeroom teacher or the environment. The teachers didn't restrict you, but you couldn't feel the learning atmosphere.
I wasn't happy with myself, but I couldn't learn.
Did I say something wrong?
It's normal to have conflicts. Change is painful at first, but it's worth it.
I'm 32. I didn't study hard before, and it's been especially hard to study recently. In the morning, I feel like crying because I can't do the exercises. I almost got expelled in my third year of high school. Later, I studied every day by rote, and I got in. It was the best junior college for me at the time.
The more important it is, the more you have to calm down.
When did you feel motivated to study?
The original poster said the homeroom teacher was targeting them. Is that true?
What do the other students think?
How will you feel if you achieve what you expect? What will you do to achieve it?
Who will notice your change first?
You need to learn by doing. I only started learning this year, and I've worked hard but lost knowledge. It's hard to learn, but don't give up. It's slow, but better than doing nothing.
I hope to help you with some psychological tips.
Adjust your mindset and unify your body and mind.
If you do what you say you will do and follow through on your words, you will see a big change in your confidence.
Keep your word. Do what you say you will do.
To be true to yourself, say what you feel.
Believe in yourself.
Believing in yourself is important. It affects your career, love life, etc. It makes you happy and gives you strength. Only by believing in yourself can you have the confidence to fulfill your dreams and love the people you love.
Confidence helps you move forward and succeed.
③ Self-psychological suggestion
Stay positive and avoid negative thoughts. Don't give up when you face challenges.
Repeat confident words to yourself. This is a very important form of positive self-suggestion. It helps you improve your self-confidence.
Psychological research has confirmed this.
Be yourself and don't let others influence you.
Don't stop studying just because you don't like your teacher or they're targeting you. Do your best to be yourself. The more they target you, the harder you should work to get away from it.
Think less and do more.
This also requires the student to be aware. A weak mind can make you feel helpless. To break this feeling, stop thinking and start doing. Practice makes perfect.
A wealth of knowledge
Knowledgable people can handle anything.
Persevere, have a good learning routine, and don't give up. Mistakes are good. When you feel like you're struggling, you're trying.
I believe in you. You can do it.
I love you, world.


Comments
I understand how overwhelming and frustrating your situation feels. It's important to focus on what you can control. Maybe start by setting small, achievable goals for yourself each day or week. Celebrate the tiny victories to build up your confidence. Also, consider talking to a counselor or a trusted adult about the issues with your homeroom teacher; sometimes just expressing your feelings can be very relieving.
Facing these challenges is tough, but remember that you're not alone in this struggle. Try to find a study group or a buddy who might be in a similar boat as you. Studying together can make it less daunting and more engaging. Additionally, online resources and tutoring could help strengthen your foundation. It's okay to ask for help and take it one step at a time.
It sounds like you're carrying a heavy burden. It might help to shift your perspective slightly and look for aspects of school that you do enjoy or could grow to appreciate. Sometimes finding even one subject or activity you love can make a difference. If changing classes isn't an option, maybe there are extracurricular activities or clubs where you can thrive. Keep reminding yourself why getting into university matters to you and visualize achieving that goal.