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Being alive is a burden, and you have to deal with the unrealistic expectations of your family... By Anonymous | Published on January 6, 2025

I don't want to go to school, I copy from the tests, I can't learn, I hate everyone, I hate the world, I really don't want to go to school in the morning, I have to hold my throat several times before I can throw up. My mother still makes me go and says that if I throw up, it's fine, the family doesn't have money, seeing a psychologist costs a lot of money, and if I go for treatment, my mother will say what every day you spend so much money on me, do you see me spending so much? Business is difficult now. .

It's like I'm a criminal. I'm tired of being born. What's the point? I'm a burden to you, and I have to carry your unrealistic hopes. Can't I just die already?

Hugh Hugh A total of 339 people have been helped

Hello! I'll give you a hug.

I'm glad I saw your request for help. I hope my sharing helps.

From your description, I can tell you don't like yourself. You were treated poorly by your parents, so you think you aren't good enough. This has caused you to feel inferior, insecure, and self-rejecting.

Once you understand how your parents' actions have hurt you, you can try to tell them how you feel. Don't judge them, just express your feelings.

If you can't express your pain, write your parents a letter. Tell them how their lack of love, acceptance, and support hurts you. Don't ask them to forgive you. Just try to understand your emotions and reconcile with yourself.

We can't choose our family of origin and parents. We can try to accept them better. Accepting ourselves means having a terrible family of origin and parents who don't know how to love us.

Then, use this awareness to heal your wounds by learning and growing. Become a rich person.

Read "Original Family," "Overcoming the Mountain in Your Heart," "The Awakening of Parents," and "The Bonds of Family."

I'm Lily, the little ear of the Q&A Museum. I love you.

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Veronica Anderson Diligence is the hand that plants the seeds of a better tomorrow.

I'm really sorry you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's really important to talk to someone who can support you, like a close friend, family member, or a professional.

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Elijah Miller Industrious people are the builders of the future.

It sounds like you're carrying a lot of pain and frustration. Maybe talking to someone you trust could help ease some of that burden. There are also helplines available where you can speak to someone who understands.

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Ernest Jackson A well - learned person can find inspiration from knowledge across various domains.

Your feelings are valid, and it's okay to struggle sometimes. Perhaps finding a way to express your emotions through art, writing, or music might help you cope with what you're going through.

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Enid Jackson Life is a symphony, and you are the composer.

Life can be incredibly tough, and it seems like you're under a lot of pressure. Remember, there are people out there who care about you and want to help. Seeking support from a counselor or therapist could offer you ways to deal with these overwhelming feelings.

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