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He dropped out of school in the third year. I don't know if it was because of low self-esteem or his natural resistance to groups, but he just collapsed.

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He dropped out of school in the third year. I don't know if it was because of low self-esteem or his natural resistance to groups, but he just collapsed. By Anonymous | Published on December 18, 2024

I'm currently in my third year of high school, but I'm currently on a leave of absence. This kind of thinking started in fifth grade. At first, I didn't take it seriously. But as time went on, I increasingly felt that life had no meaning. I have no future. I don't like going out. I refuse to go out. I often argue with my family about going out. Every time we argue, I feel so powerless. I'm so angry. Why do they want to force me? They don't understand at all. They think I don't go out because I'm lazy. They don't know that I'm just too self-conscious and I naturally resist groups. And there's a huge generation gap between me and my family. I don't know what to say. Right now, I've made up my mind to die. My body is failing me. My mind has become mentally unstable. It's really a kind of torture for me. I'm most afraid of suffocating in silence and darkness. I go crazy. Every day, I'm filled with anxiety. And I feel like I'm in deep despair, unable to extricate myself. In fact, I also want to live a good life. But there's always a straw that hits my bottom line. I'm afraid that at any time, I'll just snap.

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Silvia Miller Be as good as your word and your word will be as good as gold.

I can sense how deeply you're struggling and it's really tough when you feel like no one understands. It's important to know that there are people who care about what happens to you, even if it doesn't feel like it right now. Maybe reaching out to someone outside your family, like a counselor or a trusted teacher, could offer some support. You don't have to go through this alone.

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Cressida Thomas Success is a journey through the valleys of failure and the peaks of achievement.

Feeling this way is incredibly hard, but I want you to know that these feelings can change. There are professionals who specialize in helping people work through intense emotions and find ways to cope. Even if it feels impossible now, with help, things can improve. Your life has value, even if it's not visible to you at the moment.

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Alice Miller In the tapestry of values, honesty is the golden thread.

It sounds like you've been carrying this weight for a long time, and it's completely understandable to feel overwhelmed. Sometimes talking to someone who isn't part of your daily life can provide a fresh perspective. There are helplines and online forums where you can speak anonymously to people who understand and can listen without judgment. They might be able to help you find a path forward.

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Miles Davis A person of extensive learning is a sculptor, chiseling the stone of knowledge from different quarries.

Life can be incredibly difficult, especially when you feel misunderstood and isolated. But there are resources available that can help you navigate these feelings. Reaching out for professional help is a brave step, and it's okay to ask for the support you need. There are caring individuals and organizations dedicated to helping people in situations like yours.

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