My mother always scolds people and doesn't care about me at all. She has feudalist thinking. Is it okay to commit suicide?
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By Anonymous | Published on December 27, 2024
I felt useless. My mother also said I was useless. When I grew up, I was beaten by my husband and his parents. She always said I would be a worthless life that would be trampled on by others. She also said that after I got married, I would belong to someone else's family, so I should stop studying and save the money for her son.
I thought to myself, "If only I were dead, no one would be sad for me." No, my mother would be. I would have no dowry when I grew up and married, and she would not have been repaid for raising me. She is just like that. I'm not being biased. For example, my mother especially doesn't want me to get sick, but when I do, her first reaction is to scold and hit me, saying that I must have eaten and worn too little. Money is the only thing she sees. In the past, when my brother and I fought, it was obvious that he started it and moved first, but she hit me.
If I die, my mother will definitely feel especially bad about the money, haha????
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Comments
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the support that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, like a close friend, family member, or a professional counselor.
It's heartbreaking to hear your story. No one deserves to be treated like that. Your feelings and experiences are valid, and it's crucial to find support from people who care about you and your wellbeing.
Your worth is not defined by anyone else's words or actions towards you. You deserve respect and kindness. Seeking help from professionals or supportive individuals can make a difference in finding a path forward.