Hello, dear question asker. I can see you're feeling confused, so please give yourself a hug. You said you've been dating your boyfriend for six months and plan to get married at the end of the year.
But then, you found out that your partner has been unfaithful to you. It's a female colleague you've been seeing for about a month. You two chat, you comfort each other on the phone, and you even video chat in the early morning before going to sleep. You even slept together! On International Women's Day, you bought flowers for each other, went out to dinner, and he stayed at your place for two days and one night. You love him very much, but you just can't get over this hurdle in your heart.
I really want to leave this world. I'm so tired. I also really want to cry.
Maybe it's because your boyfriend knows that you love him very much, so he is acting this way. Of course, it's also possible that he is just like that. My advice to you, sister, is to leave. A short pain is better than a long one. Think about it: if he is acting this way even before marriage, what will he do in the future? He will definitely go even further, unless you allow him to. But you said that you can't get past this hurdle in your heart, and I totally get it.
There's absolutely no need to let such a person influence you. The world is so beautiful, and you deserve a better man. You may not be in love with your boyfriend, but you have a certain feeling about him that's yours alone. This is also known as the cost of silence. And it's only been half a year.
Leaving the wrong person is the only way to meet the right one. It's okay to cry if you need to, and you can still smile at the world after you've cried. ? I wish the original poster well. You'll know what to do. Those in the know are confused, and the outsider sees clearly. ?
That's all I can think of for now. At Yixinli, the world and I love you ???


Comments
I'm so sorry you're going through this. It's devastating to find out the person you love has betrayed you like this. You deserve someone who respects and cherishes you.
This is heartbreaking. I know it feels overwhelming, but try to focus on yourself now. Your worth isn't defined by him or this situation. You have so much life ahead of you.
What you're feeling is completely valid. It's okay to be upset and hurt. Maybe talking to a friend or a counselor could help you sort through these emotions and start healing.
It sounds like you're in a lot of pain. Remember, you don't have to go through this alone. Reach out to people who care about you; they can offer support during this tough time.
I understand how hard this must be for you. But ending your life isn't the answer. There are people and resources available to help you cope with these feelings and move forward.