Hello! I'm a psychological counselor, and I'm here to help!
Ms. Liu, the amazing panda!
I'm excited to share my thoughts with you, even though I know they might not be perfect. I truly hope that my perspective can help you solve your current problems. After reading your autobiography, I noticed that your writing ability suddenly declined during the big exam that year. When you needed to use your writing ability in various situations later, you felt constrained and even experienced a continuous decline.
There are so many reasons for this!
First, in the growth of abilities, there may be a psychological "plateau phenomenon." This is an opportunity for a positive change! When a lack of timely adjustment occurs, it can set in motion a negative cycle. But, with the right adjustments, we can avoid this cycle and keep growing!
In reality, this fascinating situation where a certain ability declines sharply over a short period of time and continues for many years does exist! Each individual situation is unique, which makes the causes more complicated. I will just list the "plateau phenomenon" in psychology, which may provide you with a new dimension of attribution.
The "plateau phenomenon" is an intriguing concept in educational psychology. It refers to a temporary pause or decline in the process of learning or skill formation. But don't fret! This phenomenon is actually a natural part of the learning journey. It manifests in a growth curve as a certain level that does not rise, or a decline. But after breaking through the "plateau phenomenon," the curve can be seen to continue rising again. So, keep up the great work! You're on the right track.
In terms of ability type, it's absolutely everywhere! It's highly prevalent in complex and long-term ability learning.
In terms of group type, it mostly occurs in groups with high learning pressure and fierce competition—and not only in school but also in vocational ability improvement and talent selection exams!
Now, let's dive into the specifics. If you're a student experiencing this, it might show up as a plateau or even a decline in your overall grades. Or, it could manifest in a specific subject or even a specific discipline.
Long-term tracking studies in educational psychology have shown us that our abilities can grow in leaps and bounds! If we can break through the "plateau phenomenon" and keep pushing, we will become more adept in the future.
However, if it happens at a particularly important time, we experience a stronger sense of frustration and helplessness, and subconsciously develop psychological resistance to certain types of activities. This is an opportunity for growth!
If we adjust our mentality and accumulate targeted abilities at a later stage, we can avoid that initial frustration when encountering similar activities. Coupled with a lack of self-confidence, we can turn that around and develop new ideas!
I felt like I had reached my full potential, and the core of the problem was that we were disappointed in ourselves.
2. When we have serious self-doubts about a certain project, we often unconsciously choose to "avoid" it in the overall project assessment later. This is an opportunity to learn and grow!
This kind of "avoidance" doesn't mean we've given up on it. It means we've recognized it as a subject we need to work on and have set ourselves the challenge of improving it.
According to your own description, when you were in high school, your composition was only average, which was also the average score. But it was definitely not your strong subject! We all know that we should improve our weak points and give full play to our strengths, and I'm excited for you to do so!
But in reality, it was a different story! For example, when I was in junior high school, my math grades were consistently in the upper middle range. In high school, math was no longer my strong subject, but I was excited to explore other areas of interest. I also experienced a sudden "blackout" after exams, and my grades were not ideal in subsequent exams. During parent-teacher conferences, my teachers also told my parents that my math was not a strong subject, meaning that I needed to spend more time on it. This gave me the chance to try new things and discover new passions!
However, it seems that because of my successive unsatisfactory grades, I have a lot of "misgivings" about this subject. When studying my own strengths, I will be confident, but when studying mathematics, I will be very anxious. Looking back, I discovered that I had an unconscious tendency to prefer devoting a lot of time to subjects that I was "good at," even though teachers and parents had repeatedly told me that I should "support my weaknesses."
When doing the exercises, I would hope that I could answer them well, but it was always the opposite. This situation continued for more than a year. It took a long time to get my mind right, but it was worth it! Once I started reviewing and practicing a lot from the most basic knowledge points, things really started to change.
Dear friend,
Your scores on other questions in the civil service exam are very stable, which is great! However, writing, especially structured official writing, is an important part of the score. If you just want to leave nothing blank and write whatever comes to mind, it seems a bit sloppy. Most likely, you just need more training, dedication, and attention to the writing section. It can be seen that your focus and time allocation for reviewing for the exam are unbalanced. It seems that when doing exercises, you may often skip the writing section, which is totally fine!
The more reluctant we are to touch it, the more resistance we will encounter, and the more likely it is that we will fail to complete the composition. But that's OK! We can do this.
It's likely that our lack of practice has resulted in insufficient experience in tackling the challenge. But there's no need to worry! Whether you hand in a blank paper or write some words on it, it will lower our overall score.
3. Based on your situation, I would love to make the following suggestions:
(1) It's time to face our current true level, understand our true level, and use this as a basis to establish new goals!
Perhaps there are many regrets in the past, and we will constantly feel the gap with the former, initial self. As a result, we will trap ourselves in the shadow of past failures and fall into a vicious cycle. But don't worry! How we evaluate ourselves and what perspective we use to think about things is very important, and I'm here to help.
People are developmental. You are not really "degenerating" or unchangeable. You just felt banished from composition after the blow of your student days, but you can come back! When you needed to study this section later, you probably didn't put enough effort into it, but you can do better next time!
The past is the past, and it's time to move on!
Let's grasp the present!
Otherwise, we'll have more regrets and a state of inferiority that may affect our mental health. But we can avoid that!
If you currently assess yourself as having the writing ability of an elementary school student, don't be discouraged! If we roughly understand our current writing ability, we can use this as a basis and establish a learning coordinate system. Rome wasn't built in a day, and a high building is built floor by floor. We can divide the gap between our big goal (such as completing the public exam essay) and our current state into several phased goals.
For example, let's dive into the exciting process of writing an essay! First, understand the question and determine the core idea. Next, outline the main points and establish a structure. You can use a general-specific structure or other structures, and roughly know what points each paragraph will cover. Then, write the key words for each paragraph. Expand on the content based on the key words. Use some language techniques to enrich the content, such as parallelism, metaphors, quotations, etc. Finally, produce some finishing touches to enhance the main idea.
Take it one step at a time and work steadily!
(2) Once you've set your goal, it's time to make it happen! Create a study plan and start working towards it.
I think that official document writing is different from other types of writing, and it's an exciting difference! There are so many styles of writing, whether it's prose or argumentative writing. The key is to "speak with substance," which means expressing what you think and think in written form.
However, public examinations writing, especially those involving administrative documents, have stricter requirements for structure and language. We sometimes feel that this style of writing is very "exam-oriented," but from another perspective, it is precisely because of its standardized model that it is easier to train. The good news is that through repeated perseverance, we can achieve the basic requirements and even more!
The great news is that the teacher's assessment of the marking is progressive. Even better, our growth is also progressive! Like many subjective questions, the teacher's assessment of the marking is also most likely to "mark the points" for the score.
If you just try to make up the number of words to get a score, then if we have a fluke mentality, coupled with nervousness, it will be easy not to be able to write. But don't worry! There's an easy way to get around this.
I've got some great advice for you!
Before you start writing, read more and don't skip it! There are so many great resources out there, like the practice questions and past exam papers. And there's even a final essay question! You don't have to look at the question directly before writing, but it's a great idea to read how the "model essay" is written. You can set a small goal every day, like how many essays to read. When reading, focus on the opening and ending paragraphs, as well as the first sentence of each paragraph in the middle.
Ready to establish the habit of speaking? Make reading a part of your routine! Jot down some notes on the pithy phrases, sentences, and examples in the text.
I think you should definitely try making a "book of excerpts"!
Do you remember those awesome summary exercises your teachers used to assign in school? We'd buy a notebook and, while reading a text, summarize the key words and phrases. It was such a great way to learn the logic of good writing! And we also had to memorize some good quotes from famous people.
And finally, I'd like to suggest that you try your hand at writing!
The important thing is to persevere. The process is painful, but it'll all be worth it in the end! Establishing any habit is difficult, but establishing the habit of writing will help you improve your "sense of writing." In fact, your question is almost a small article. You are not as bad as you say. You have the ability to express yourself and organize logically. You just need to tap your potential! The most difficult part is whether we can focus on the main topic and expand on it. Doesn't Yixinli have all kinds of topic groups? Every day, the official will also give a lot of topics for discussion. You can try to keep writing, and little by little you will make progress!
That's all I've got to say for now!
Thanks for reading! I really appreciate it!
I'm thrilled to be a counselor at Yixinli!
Please, ask me anything! I'm here to help. Let's communicate, talk, and analyze together.
Comments
I can totally relate to how frustrating that must feel. It sounds like you're experiencing a real block when it comes to essay writing, and it's affecting your confidence deeply. Maybe it's time to approach it from a different angle, focusing on rebuilding those foundational skills gradually.
It seems like the pressure might be getting to you. Have you considered practicing in a more relaxed environment? Sometimes stepping away from the highstakes situation can help ease anxiety and get the words flowing again.
Your experience does sound quite unusual. Most people struggle with writing but rarely do they go from being able to pass to not being able to produce anything at all. It could be beneficial to seek professional advice, perhaps from a psychologist or a writing coach who can offer personalized support.
Facing such a dramatic decline in what was once a manageable skill must be really disheartening. What if you started with smaller, less daunting writing tasks? Building up slowly might help regain some of that lost momentum without overwhelming yourself.
The fact that you've managed to keep your scores stable in other areas shows you have strong abilities elsewhere. Maybe leveraging those strengths can somehow bridge the gap in your writing skills. Have you thought about integrating elements from those sections into your essays?