20-year-old male, always inflicting violence on others, what's wrong with me?




I am a man, 20 years old. Over the past 20 years, many people have cried in front of me, but I have never cried in front of them. My life has been full of violence, both verbal and physical, which I have inflicted on others.
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Comments
I can't imagine going through such an aggressive life path. It sounds like you've had a tough journey and maybe now is the time to seek a more peaceful way of living.
It seems like you've been holding in a lot of emotions, not showing vulnerability even when others have cried before you. Maybe it's time to reflect on what that means for you.
Your experience sounds incredibly challenging. It might be helpful to talk to someone who can provide support and guidance to navigate your feelings and actions.
It's quite striking that despite all the violence around you, you've never shed tears in front of others. Do you think there's value in letting yourself feel more deeply?
You've lived through a lot of harshness and conflict. It could be beneficial to explore why you react with violence and consider healthier outlets for your emotions.