Although only in the second year of junior high school, you are struggling inside and feel that life is meaningless?
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By Anonymous | Published on December 18, 2024
Although I'm only in the second year of junior high, I feel like my whole life is meaningless
I just broke up with someone a while ago, but I feel very calm. I don't feel anything at all.
My mother scolds me for torturing her (she is divorced and lives alone). I don't feel much about it.
Now I only feel that games are the most real thing. Although it is low-level entertainment, as long as it is enjoyable, that's fine.
But I struggle internally, always wanting to die, but not knowing how.
I told my parents about it, and they scolded me for threatening to kill myself.
Sometimes I'm very active, but after that I feel an endless emptiness. I often switch between a state of emptiness and a state of hyperactivity.
I don't have many friends, and I don't have any close friends.
I don't have much money, and I especially lack love. But when I meet someone who really likes me, I feel like getting rid of them (I'm crazy, right? (laughs)
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Comments
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way, but it's important to talk about these feelings with someone who can help. It's okay not to be okay, and seeking support is a sign of strength.
Life can feel heavy sometimes, especially at your age when everything seems to be changing. It's good that you're aware of your feelings; maybe talking to a counselor or a trusted adult could help you sort through them.
It sounds like you're going through a lot right now. It's tough when we don't have the words to describe how we feel inside. Reaching out for professional help might give you a space to express yourself without judgment.