At 14, I'm so tired and annoyed. I'm just a burden. What if I can't keep going?
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By Anonymous | Published on December 18, 2024
I'm 14 years old, I'm really tired and annoyed, I want to just fall asleep and never wake up again, dying would be a relief... I'm just a burden, they'd be better off without me, I can't go on, every day I feel like I have no strength, I don't want to get up, even in my dreams I'm committing suicide or murder, I'm afraid that if I fall asleep I'll hurt them while sleepwalking, my legs shake when I go downstairs, my hands shake a lot too, there's no point in living, I have no reason to go on living, is there any way I can die quickly, I can't hold on any longer
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Comments
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's really important to talk things over with someone who can, though, like a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life.
Life can be incredibly tough sometimes and it's okay to feel overwhelmed. But remember, there are people who care about you and want to help. Maybe we could find someone you trust to talk to?
Your feelings are valid, and it sounds like you're going through an extremely difficult time. Have you considered speaking with a counselor or therapist? They can offer support and coping strategies.
It's heartbreaking to hear you say these things. You're not alone in this, and seeking help from a professional can make a difference. There are also helplines available 24/7 if you need someone to talk to right now.
Feeling this way is a sign that you're carrying a heavy burden, and that's okay. It's important to reach out for support. Talking to someone who understands and can help might bring some relief.