Do you ever feel like killing yourself a little? Do you ever feel horrible?

Thank you so much for responding to our system notification! We're so grateful that you trust us and that we can communicate with you through text.

From what you've shared, it's clear that you and your mom have a strong emotional connection. You even mentioned suicide during your argument.

And I'm sorry to say that something you saw in a movie recently also made you think about suicide. I know how you felt when the counselor on the suicide intervention hotline was talking to you. It made you feel like you wanted to jump off a building, didn't it?

The recent events have piled up, and I can understand why you might feel this is a terrible idea. But your instinct for survival is strong, and you've left a message here in the hope of getting some answers that can help you.

We're here to support you! The following sharing is hoped to provide you with some support:

We really hope this sharing helps you in some way.

1. We really encourage you to call the suicide prevention hotline, but we also think that seeking more systematic and comprehensive psychological counseling or treatment is a great long-term safeguard.

Even though the love-hate relationship between the questioner and his mother is only mentioned briefly in the message, it's clear that these issues have been going on for a long time. When you're living in an environment like that for a long time, relying on your own strength and feeling like you can't leave or change things, it's only natural that suicidal thoughts might come up again and again. These thoughts can really affect your daily life and even put you in danger.

So, seeking professional help is a great way to deal with suicidal thoughts from a more comprehensive and long-term perspective.

So, why not go to a psychiatric hospital to get some help? You can rule out the influence of the person you don't accept and see if you need a psychiatrist or just some psychological counseling. If you can, ask your mother to join you for counseling. It'll help you both and make your relationship better.

I'm here for you, and I hope this helps.

2. Remember, suicidal thoughts are just thoughts. You can use other actions to improve the negative emotions caused by them.

2. Remember, suicidal thoughts are just thoughts. There are other actions you can take to improve the negative emotions caused by them.

When those awful suicidal thoughts come, try to remember there's hope behind them.

It's so important to remember that suicide is never the answer. It's often the result of feeling hopeless or out of control about certain things in life. When these feelings become overwhelming, it's natural to feel like suicide is the only way out.

And that's when things can start to get a little risky.

So, when those suicidal thoughts pop up, take a deep breath and remind yourself that you're not alone. You can always take action to pull yourself out of that dark place. For instance, you could say to yourself, "Hey, this person who's rejected me might still leave a comment on the Mid-Autumn Festival post." It's okay to acknowledge that you can't control everything, but you can always choose to take a different path. Try to give yourself some space from that person who's rejected you and spend your time with people who make you feel loved and supported.

I really hope this sharing can bring you some inspiration!

I really hope this sharing will inspire you!

I'm a psychotherapist, not a human nature expert. I just care about your heart. Sending you lots of love.