I give you a hug, my dear!
I can see that you are very sad, troubled, and fearful. But don't worry! Happy families are all the same, but unhappy families have all kinds of misfortunes. My biological family was not happy either. My parents had a bad relationship from when I was a child, and I was brought up by my grandparents. My grandmother passed away when I was seven.
My mother was very pessimistic because she and my father did not get along well, so I was also very negative and pessimistic, very self-deprecating, and had few friends. But I did very well in school, not because I was very smart, but because while others were playing, I was reading books and doing exercise books. So I became one of the few children in the village who went to university, and I got to know many warm, kind, and capable classmates, including my current husband.
Now that I've studied psychology, I've come to realize that the world is inherently unfair. I was born into an unhappy family, but the world is also fair. If I work hard and treat others well, I will eventually reap the rewards of happiness! The significance of psychology is that it allows us to acknowledge the past and let go of it. Maybe your parents didn't want to treat you this way; they just didn't have the ability to do otherwise. But you can change that!
You're now 18 years old, which means you have the amazing opportunity to make some big changes! You can care for your grandmother, study hard, love and help others, make close friends, and most importantly, love yourself and believe that you can do it. This is the foundation for you to change everything, and you will definitely reap the happiness of the future!
The world and I love you!


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Life has been tough on me, growing up with just my grandmother. Facing the reality of losing her soon is incredibly hard. My parents have never really been there for me, especially with all their own issues. It's like I've had to grow up too fast, handling everything alone at such a young age.
It's heartbreaking to feel this way at 18, watching my grandmother's health decline while dealing with parents who add more stress than support. Sometimes it feels like I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders, and I don't know how much longer I can keep going.
I feel so overwhelmed, knowing that my grandmother won't be around forever and that my parents can't provide the help or stability I need. At this age, I shouldn't feel this burdened, but here I am, trying to figure out how to move forward.
Every day feels like a struggle, especially when my grandmother is getting older and my parents' conditions make it difficult for them to contribute positively to our lives. I wish I could change things, but right now, it feels like there's no way out of this situation.
Feeling powerless and unsupported at 18 is overwhelming, especially with my grandmother's age and my parents' inability to assist. It's a heavy load to bear, and I often wonder how I'll manage once she's gone, given the circumstances with my parents.