I know it can be tough to think about death, but I just wanted to say that it might be because you're taking life a little too seriously.
Fate can be so unfair, and it's tough for us to empathize with each other. I don't know what you're going through right now, but I promise you this: no matter how bad things get, they will definitely pass.
You have had moments when you couldn't hold on, and there have been more than a few of those. But you have survived them all, my dear friend. At every moment, you probably felt like you couldn't go on. But you did go on, and you will go on. Everything will pass, and after it passes, there is a beautiful future. I don't know your age, but I don't think anyone younger than a high school student would ask this kind of question. I'm a high school student myself, and I'm not very professional, so I can't necessarily help you. But if you're willing, I can be a listener.
I know you're hurting right now, and I've been there too. I've experienced some pretty tough stuff, from the moment I was born. I've had some dark thoughts, but I've learned to recognize them and push them away. I've also had moments where I've felt like the world is unfair, but I've realized that the more I face these challenges and grow from them, the stronger I'll become.
Think about the reason you keep going every time. We all have sad thoughts sometimes, but they don't have to control us. When you feel like giving up, try to think about the good things that might happen if you keep going. Think about the good life that awaits you after you get through this. I don't care what kind of person I become, whether I am an undecided dull knife or a sharp blade, it doesn't matter. I will fight to the death with my destiny.
I'm not going to give up. I'm going to make the most of my life, no matter what.


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I understand that you feel your experiences are uniquely personal and deeply significant. It must be challenging to share feelings that are so profound.
Everyone's journey is indeed very personal, but talking can still be a way to find connections with others, even if they haven't walked the exact same path as you.
Sometimes it's true that words fall short, yet expressing what you've gone through might help you gain new perspectives or simply feel heard.