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Once a very cheerful person, in the dead of night, I would cry for no apparent reason, feeling an inexplicable discomfort.

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Once a very cheerful person, in the dead of night, I would cry for no apparent reason, feeling an inexplicable discomfort. By Anonymous | Published on December 18, 2024

In the depth of night, I cry for no apparent reason, feeling an inexplicable discomfort. The past me was a girl who loved to laugh, but now I don't laugh as much. My friends don't understand my thoughts, only I know that sometimes I can daydream alone for seven or eight hours, not knowing what random thoughts I'm having. My friends think it's a silly thing, but only I understand that I sit there expressionless, neither speaking nor smiling. Only I can comprehend my distress. I long for an unexpected event, something that could take me to the Jade Emperor's wife or exacerbate my depression, allowing me to leave on my own. Every time I stand on the balcony, the bridge, or the roadside, I think of leaving, but I never have the courage. I really wish my depression would give me some courage to leave.

Bertranda Russell Bertranda Russell A total of 6852 people have been helped

Hello! I'll give you a hug.

Your low mood is affecting your health and making you unable to enjoy life. You can only express and release your painful emotions by crying at night because you feel safe and secure then.

Let yourself feel sad and accept that you cry at night.

Emotions are neither good nor bad. Try to accept your emotions and respond to them. Take deep breaths to relieve the harm emotions do to your body and mind. This helps you better experience your emotions and become aware of your needs.

You can also keep an emotional diary. This is a safe way to express and release your emotions. What do you think?

You're feeling depressed because you've had good experiences. Think about what you've done to keep those good feelings. You can try this today.

From what you said, it seems like you're in a low mood. This doesn't mean you're depressed. Don't put labels on yourself, as they can be harmful.

I love you, the world, and I'm Q&A Pavilion Little Ear Lily.

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Philip Anderson Growth is a process of learning to make peace with our past and look forward to our future.

I feel you, those nights when emotions just overwhelm for no reason. I used to be so full of joy, always laughing, but it's like something inside me has changed. It's hard to explain to others; they can't understand why I spend hours lost in my own world, not even aware of what I'm thinking about. They see it as strange, but it's the only place where I find a kind of peace, even if it's tinged with sadness.

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Morgan Davis The key to growth is to view every moment as an opportunity for self - expansion.

It's tough when you're in your head so much, and no one else can really get what you're going through. I remember being that carefree person too, but now it's like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. My friends don't get it when I sit there, not speaking or smiling, just processing everything. It's like I'm stuck in this limbo, hoping for some sort of change, something dramatic that could either lift me up or let me escape from this heavy feeling.

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Willard Davis The greatest danger in life is to risk nothing.

Sometimes I wish for an extraordinary event to shake things up, to take me away from this reality, maybe to a place far beyond, or perhaps deeper into my own mind. The thought of standing on the edge, looking down, is both terrifying and oddly comforting. I don't have the courage to follow through, but there's a part of me that wishes my sadness would give me that push, to finally make a choice.

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Israel Davis One's word should be as solid as a rock.

The nights are the hardest. When everything is quiet, and all you can hear is your own thoughts, it's easy to spiral. I miss the girl who laughed without a care, but now it feels like every moment is tinged with this unexplainable discomfort. My friends think I'm okay, but they don't know the depths of my daydreams, the silence that consumes me, or the longing to just... leave.

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