Hello! I can see that you are head over heels for the character in the manga. It's so great that you dream about him all the time! Whenever you think about him in real life, it's totally understandable that you break down and cry. It's sad that you're from different worlds and that you'll never be able to meet, but there's still hope!
✍️I see that the questioner says that he has severe depressive and anxious moods, and recently his moods have often broken down due to anime characters, and he is going crazy. I suggest that the questioner go to the psychiatric department as soon as possible for a consultation, so that the doctor can assess the severity and prescribe treatment. Emotional problems can be relieved. I am excited to see the questioner solve his emotional problems and become emotionally stable enough to solve your predicament!
✍️I see that you have developed a strong connection with the comic book character Huo Yuhao. Empathy is a fascinating psychological concept that allows you to transfer your emotions towards a specific person to an object. Huo Yuhao represents the image of your perfect other half within. His character design perfectly aligns with your psychological expectations of a spiritual pillar.
✍️It may be that in reality, there is no one who can understand you, so you place your spiritual and emotional hopes in anime characters. You hope to be with the character in your ideal world and satisfy your inner emotional needs. And why not? It's a wonderful thing to have such exciting hopes!
I highly recommend that you get out there and experience the real world! Go outside, take in the sights, and embrace what the real world has to offer. You're absolutely right — you and Huo Yuhao are from two different worlds. He's a virtual character in two-dimensional space, while you're a real person in three-dimensional space.
✍️If you want to find a close partner, you can only find it in reality. And the people in reality are just like you, imperfect but real. It's a wonderful thing! You can read the book "Every Kind of Loneliness Has a Companion" to find out more.
We all long to be loved and to escape loneliness. We hope that the questioner will actively treat their illness, promote physical and mental recovery, become aware of their needs in reality, learn to love and accept themselves, and when they have a stable self within, they will no longer seek spiritual dependence from the outside world or the virtual world.
I'm sure you'll get rid of your troubles soon! I wish you the best of luck!


Comments
I can totally relate to your feelings about Huo Yuhao. Fictional characters can really get under our skin, can't they? It's like he became more than just a character to you.
Huo Yuhao has this magnetic pull that makes us invest so much emotionally. I also felt a pang when I read about his love child. It's almost as if we're living through the story with him.
It sounds like you've created a deep connection with Huo Yuhao. Sometimes, it's hard to separate fiction from reality, especially when a character resonates with us on such a profound level.
Your dedication to Huo Yuhao is truly touching. It's amazing how stories and characters can affect us so deeply. Maybe talking about these feelings can help ease the pain a little bit.
The emotional journey with Huo Yuhao must have been intense for you. It's okay to feel this way; stories have power over us because they tap into real emotions. Have you tried discussing this with others who also enjoy Douluo Dalu?