After "self-discipline," I want to share with you my "shame."

Regarding "control"

This is a real occurrence, not a hallucination.

Every morning, I feel a very clear discomfort. It is an imposition from the outside world, which tells me: Get up.

But in fact, it is giving me a clear message: you cannot get up by yourself. This is an unbearable insult.

A normal person should not be forced to do this

I think the reason is that I am considered "not self-disciplined".

But where did they get this conclusion? Isn't it a bit hasty?

I really hope to communicate with the "supervisory" party to tell them how I feel. I don't need this.

In terms of "human rights," I believe I can be free in this regard.

Perhaps you have your own reasons, but adding them to a normal person is insulting.

My inference:

1. A description from a loved one? My loved ones and I have been separated for a long time and are in different places.

And they are already quite old. They rarely communicate, so this understanding is inaccurate.

It is not accurate. So is it not too "arbitrary" or "unfair" when it is imposed on me

2, from my language? Flirting is a way I'm used to relaxing.

Therefore, it cannot represent the complete truth. Such language is also insufficient to determine

convicted of "lack of self-discipline".

3. My family lives far away abroad. There is no way they can understand my daily life.

4. Friends are indeed the people closest to me. But their opinions of my behavior also carry their own subjective consciousness.

It cannot be said to be completely true and objective. So, is this judgment, this "pressure" on a person in this situation, not a deprivation of the basic right to life of an innocent person?

Even the most basic necessities of life are controlled. How sad can something be?

And when spending time with friends, there are three special, special conditions, physical conditions, and time conditions.

So, please think twice before "putting pressure" on someone. Protect my basic rights to life.

Every day at the same time, for any normal person, there are 2 days off in 7 days a week. So is this training method dealing with a normal person or

I was dealing with an animal. My own understanding is that beyond the "human" "normal people" should enjoy the most basic rights.

(My aim in saying this is to communicate effectively, to establish our mutual understanding, to seek common ground while reserving differences, and to respect each other. )

I have put up with it for 4 months.

For this, I have experienced extreme physical pain and suffering.

Of course, there is a reason. So communicate and solve.

2024-5-30