I like creatures that are not human, and I feel different from normal people.

Good day. I have reviewed your question once more today and believe my initial response was insufficient. I have researched the matter further and will provide a more detailed answer today.

[Hobbies]

Interest is an individual's attitude and tendency to seek to approach, explore, and engage in a certain activity. It is also referred to as a "hobby" and represents a form of expression of personality tendencies. Interest plays an important role in human psychological behavior.

Individuals with a keen interest in a particular subject tend to observe it closely, recall details accurately, engage in active thinking, and feel a strong emotional connection to it. Interest plays a significant role in capturing and maintaining attention. When people are interested in something, they are more likely to pursue it thoroughly and positively, without feeling overwhelmed or burdened.

Therefore, it becomes a kind of spiritual motivation for people to explore the unknown and engage in certain activities, and it is the precursor and important condition for cultivating personality, character, and talent.

I do not believe there is anything inherently problematic about having different interests from your classmates. For example, if you are interested in studying the anatomy of deceased organisms in great detail, this is a valid pursuit in itself. It is comparable to your classmates' interest in the second dimension.

[Interpersonal relationships]

I have observed that you frequently use words with strong emotional connotations, such as "like" and "dislike," as well as "sadistic." I am interested in learning more about the source of these emotions and your interpersonal relationships. You have different interests from your classmates. Do you have a good rapport with them? If none of your classmates share your interests, do you feel isolated, unhappy, or frustrated?

Do you experience feelings of shame associated with your interests, given that they differ from those of others? Do you internalize this sense of not being accepted in all aspects of your life?

You are encouraged to continue asking questions and to embark on a journey of self-discovery.

Hello, child. You are very special. This reminds me of a picture book called "You Are Special." We were all created, and each of us is unique. You have hobbies that are different from your classmates' and are willing to stick to them. I admire your courage in pursuing your interests.

It seems that you enjoy the company of deceased creatures, which is a rather unique interest. Have you ever watched "Song Ci, the Forensic Investigator"? Some individuals are naturally drawn to the field of autopsy. There is certainly nothing wrong with that.

It is important to remember that there is no such thing as a good or bad hobby. However, it is crucial to have a sense of right and wrong in order to navigate the world. For instance, an individual who is aggressive and enjoys fighting may become a villain if they interact with society. However, if they engage in combat on the battlefield, they can become a hero who defends their country. Similarly, an individual who is drawn to exploring the inner world of human beings may become a pervert who pry into other people's privacy if they lose their way. However, if they choose to become a healer of human psychological trauma, this talent can lead to success.

You say you feel a little sadistic. I wonder if you are a rather introverted person. When you are hurt in the real world, you choose to bear it silently, and then you vent your emotions on these "defenseless" "dead creatures"? If this is really the case, then congratulations are in order. First, you are emotionally sensitive and rich, and these traits are common to most artists. Second, the way you vent your emotions is relatively harmless to living creatures. However, if you feel that this mentality of yours is extremely destructive, I suggest you try an emotional release game like paper tearing, where you tear a piece of paper into shreds and then piece it back together according to your imagination.

Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me, therapist Zhang Huili. Please know that you are always welcome to come and talk to me, and you are also welcome to continue asking questions on the platform and continue exploring your inner world. This is an important first step in your journey of growth and transformation.

Hello. I can see that you are troubled. You like creatures that are not human, you like dead creatures, you dislike anime characters and dislike classmates who like anime, you like the toys in horror games, you occasionally have sadistic tendencies, you feel that you are different from other classmates, and you feel that you may be abnormal. I will answer your questions and solve your doubts.

You know you're different from others. You're aware of your preference for the negative and negative. You came here to ask a question, which shows you want to understand yourself. This is a very good thing. You're brave for sharing your differences.

Second, some differences are not abnormal. If you feel uneasy about your unusual preferences, you should ask your parents to take you to the psychiatry or psychology department of a local top-level hospital for a mental health assessment to diagnose whether there are any psychological problems.

Tell me, do you like the smell of death, scary toys, and the occasional sadistic tendencies? Have you always been like this? If not, when did these preferences start to change? Does anyone in your family have these characteristics? Did anything happen in your upbringing that affected you and changed you?

Tell me, is there a repressed part of you that has not been released?

Freud, the psychologist, said that humans have both a life instinct and a death instinct. The death instinct is also known as the destructive instinct, the aggression instinct, or the violation instinct, and represents human aggression and destructiveness. Everyone has both bright and dark sides, which are related to genetic factors and influenced by the family and social environment. Everyone also has their own limitations. The goal of a lifetime of growth is to constantly improve oneself and make one's personality more complete.

Your school likely has a psychology teacher. Talk to him about your problems.

I am certain that the questioner will overcome their distress soon. If you are experiencing distress, you are welcome to ask questions here at any time. Good luck.