I'm so tired, what should I do? I wish I could disappear from the world. I'm so fed up, so annoying!!!

Hello! I just wanted to give you a warm hug from afar.

It's natural to feel a sense of loss and helplessness when you feel like you're not being treated with the respect and care you deserve.

Psychology says that no matter what others do to you, you'll be treated the same way you treat yourself. Your relationship with the outside world is a reflection of your relationship with your inner self.

It seems like you feel like you're not accepted, recognized, or affirmed by the outside world. Have you ever thought about giving yourself that part that you can't get from the outside world? Could you treat yourself that way first?

Ultimately, it's up to you to meet your own needs. Prioritize what you want and what you lack, and try to give yourself what you need first.

From what you've said, it seems like you have a strong inner rejection of yourself. When someone has too much inner rejection, they often unintentionally project it onto the people around them, thinking that the people around them won't accept them either.

So, the most important thing for you is to try to learn, accept yourself, overcome inferiority, and cultivate self-confidence. You can try to better accept yourself by making a list of your strengths, and you can also cultivate self-confidence and enhance your sense of self-worth by keeping a gratitude journal.

You can keep an emotion diary to help you understand your emotions better, explore what's behind them, and find ways to meet your needs.

I'm Lily, the Q&A Center's resident listener. The world and I love you.

Good morning, colleague. I can see you are experiencing some confusion, and I am here to support you.

Your decision to come to the platform and ask a question is commendable and demonstrates courage.

Your family believes that only a regular high school will lead to a promising future.

This line of thinking is not uncommon, as it is often instilled in us from an early age by those around us, including family members and friends.

It is possible that your former classmates have isolated you because you are the only one in vocational high school.

You have indicated that your academic performance is unsatisfactory, which led to your placement in a vocational high school.

However, I believe that there is no inherent disadvantage in pursuing a vocational education.

At the very least, a vocational high school provides the opportunity to learn a skill that can be used to support oneself after graduation.

If you demonstrate the ability to work hard and excel in your chosen field, you may be able to gain the respect of your family, friends, and classmates.

Furthermore, you have identified a proclivity towards violence. If this is indeed the case, you have the capacity to effect a change.

I recommend that you consider purchasing a sandbag or similar item to keep at home.

Should you feel inclined to engage in violent behavior, we advise striking an appropriate punching bag or sandbag with a sufficient amount of force to release negative emotions.

Additionally, you may wish to consider taking a slow walk or jog in the park or neighborhood.

My student, you must first eliminate the negative thoughts that you were assigned to vocational high school because of your poor academic performance.

It is true that some individuals are not suited to the academic environment. However, this does not preclude their potential for greatness.

It is notable that Jack Ma and the individual who established Apple Inc. did not excel in academic settings, yet they were undeterred in pursuing their aspirations and the lifestyle they desired.

We have always been the ones to decide and take charge of what kind of life we want to live.

It is possible that you are currently experiencing a low point in your life. However, I am confident that you will be able to overcome this.

Should you require assistance, please do not hesitate to visit the counseling room on the platform, where you can speak with a counselor or other staff member. They will be able to provide guidance and a different perspective on the challenges you are facing.

It is acceptable to express your emotions, including sadness, anger, frustration, and happiness. It is important to acknowledge and release these feelings in a healthy manner.

I hope you are able to find an effective solution to the problem you are facing as soon as possible.

I hope these answers are helpful and inspiring to you. I am the answer, and I study hard every day. Please do not hesitate to contact me if I can be of further assistance.

I hope my responses above are helpful and inspiring to you. I am the solution, and I study diligently every day.

At Yixinli, we extend our best wishes to you and the world.